Since he has been depressed I have watched helplessly as my partner has slipped away from me.
We were together for so long, and we were just so happy. We loved each other so much and he was so connected to me and so close to me. We had planned to be together forever and shared everything in life.
When the depression came he changed so much, so quickly.
He says he doesn't feel any love for me and he's sometimes so cold and cruel to me, as if I am irritating him. Sometimes he says "it's not me, it's the illness / the pills, I am in there somewhere" and other times he tells me there's no future and I should move on.
I can see, looking at him that he is scared, angry, lost. His face doesn't even look the same.
He has moved out, and now he pretty much doesn't even want to see me.
I miss him. I want to hang on, but he seems so sure we have no future. It makes no sense. Nothing was wrong with our relationship but he seems to not care.