Make it End
Posted 12 May 2010 - 11:20 PM
Posted 12 May 2010 - 11:52 PM
Sorry to hear other things are not going well, but I know you are trying so give yourself credit for that and be kind to you.
Posted 13 May 2010 - 06:21 AM
This past week I've been going to bed around 5 or 6 in the morning because I am not tired whatsoever. I'm lucky to even get 5 hours of sleep a day but as soon as I wake up I lay in bed contemplating for about an hour or two on whether I should actually get up. I've had no desire to go out and the last 2 days haven't wanted to bathe. I know it's nasty but I'm just being honest. I'm not the type to go days without showering on the contrary I shower more than once a day. It's like I'm going through all this but can't seem to journal about it either. It's times like this in which I wish the lord would just take me away while I'm asleep.
Posted 13 May 2010 - 07:56 AM
Can you identify the unresolved issues in relation to your ex so you know what is keeping you awake at nights. Then you need to address each issue one at a time and perhaps you need therapy to do this.
Ed the chow hound
Edited by Ed the chow hound, 13 May 2010 - 07:56 AM.
Posted 14 May 2010 - 04:11 PM
As for the unresolved issues related to my ex, I'm not sure what they are really. I'm all screwed up.
Posted 01 June 2010 - 02:08 AM
Stay with us honey and let us support you on your road to recovery, every BTBer makes us stronger and one day we will kick the beast in the ass.
Ed the chow hound
Edited by Ed the chow hound, 01 June 2010 - 02:08 AM.
Posted 08 June 2010 - 05:50 AM
As for me I've been a bit better. I've actually gotten out of the house more. I do have my little moments in which I do get all down when something pops into my mind about my ex. But part of me feels like maybe time is finally doing its job. I've started talking to a nice guy I met through a friend of mine and we are good friends. We have many things in commom including being single for about the same amount of time lol. He may be the reason why I don't think of my ex but if it wasn't for him I don't think I'd be better. It's like I have to have someone in my life if not I'm not ok.
I started going back to therapy last fri and it was with a new counsoler. It turns out that my regular counsoler was in a car accident and was injured pretty bad because she is in the hospital. The new counsoler I can related to more since we are close in age so it's as if I am talking to a close friend of mine. But I would actually like to see a psychologist so that I can be reevaluated and in depth. I have a feeling that I might have some personality disorder that has not been diagnosed.Also after taking an online quiz I am prone to at least 3.
Posted 23 December 2010 - 04:45 PM
Posted 26 December 2010 - 07:21 AM
Just want you to know you're not alone feeling that way
Posted 26 December 2010 - 01:37 PM