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#1 I surrender

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Posted 07 April 2010 - 03:44 PM

I'm done with this life

everything is going the wrong way

I want to die this month
I must die this month
how can I do that?

I have no life
I have nothing

my soul is feeling tired

no motivation
no goals
no nothing

I don't know how people enjoy life
pointless

I have nothing to live for
I'm just wasting air

I'm better off dead

I don't have any energy to live
it's all gone


please pray that I'd die this month

if I live one more month I'm going to explode

I've lived long enough

I hate myself
I wish I was never born

I've lost interest in everything years ago

I feel I've grown 30 years now

I want to escape but don't know where
somewhere in the twilight

where I can be alone

my head is blank as usual

Life I don't want you so stop holding on to me

I want something to fall over me, maybe the house
It would feel good

something that would crush my head...so I can say goodbye forever

#2 J-H

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Posted 07 April 2010 - 04:12 PM

Please, please, PLEASE call your therapist, your physician, your local hot line, a friend or a family member. Call NOW not in a few minutes or an hour but right now.

Rather than praying per your request I make a votive offering to the Universe asking for a moment's respite, a second's relief for you, an hour of sleep, and a day of consideration and then another day or resoncideration.

My thoughts and best wishes are yours...

#3 Sunshineinmyface

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Posted 07 April 2010 - 07:17 PM

I agree totally with the wise words of J-H!! Please reach out to help in real life - NOW is the time to do that. I have felt like you do and have reached out for emergency help and I am glad I did.

You are a valued member here at BtB and we love you, please just trust us and reach out for help.

I am sending positive energy your way. As J-H said, I am also making a request that you have a few moments or minutes of relief here and there to keep you going. Keep posting please and let us know what you are doing.

Hugs,
Sunshine

#4 drgnfly

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Posted 07 April 2010 - 07:34 PM

PLEASE get help. NOW. We all care about you!

Hugs,
Sabrina