How can I kill myself legally?
Posted 07 April 2010 - 03:44 PM
everything is going the wrong way
I want to die this month
I must die this month
how can I do that?
I have no life
I have nothing
my soul is feeling tired
I don't know how people enjoy life
I have nothing to live for
I'm just wasting air
I'm better off dead
I don't have any energy to live
it's all gone
please pray that I'd die this month
if I live one more month I'm going to explode
I've lived long enough
I hate myself
I wish I was never born
I've lost interest in everything years ago
I feel I've grown 30 years now
I want to escape but don't know where
somewhere in the twilight
where I can be alone
my head is blank as usual
Life I don't want you so stop holding on to me
I want something to fall over me, maybe the house
It would feel good
something that would crush my head...so I can say goodbye forever
Posted 07 April 2010 - 04:12 PM
Rather than praying per your request I make a votive offering to the Universe asking for a moment's respite, a second's relief for you, an hour of sleep, and a day of consideration and then another day or resoncideration.
My thoughts and best wishes are yours...
Posted 07 April 2010 - 07:17 PM
You are a valued member here at BtB and we love you, please just trust us and reach out for help.
I am sending positive energy your way. As J-H said, I am also making a request that you have a few moments or minutes of relief here and there to keep you going. Keep posting please and let us know what you are doing.
Posted 07 April 2010 - 07:34 PM