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#1 Ashten

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Posted 11 July 2009 - 03:07 PM

Once again, I woke up and thought "ugh, what did I do last night?" It took me a moment to remember, and I didn't actually black out drink like normal, and i think I remember everything.. but.. I feel awful. I don't mean hungover. I swore I wouldn't get drunk like that again, but I always do. Like I can't even help it. I know I shouldn't, it always makes my anxiety go through the roof. Ugh! Why can I just control myself?!

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Posted 11 July 2009 - 04:08 PM

Welcome home Ashten!!!!

This may be too much for you to tackle on your own. You may need to seek help with this addiction.

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Posted 11 July 2009 - 04:28 PM

Thanks Sunshine :)

I know you are probably right, but I feel like I don't want to give it up just yet. Does that make sense at all? I hate how I feel the next day and I wish I didn't drink the way I do, but I'm not ready to never drink again. Is that a completely stupid thought?