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#1 Nevershoutgabi

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Posted 19 June 2011 - 09:12 PM

Help :(

I feel so lost.
I cut.
scars fill my arms.
My arms, my wrist, my tummy, my legs remember razor blades.
I hate my self.
I wish I could change and let go.
I am fat.
Ugly.
I just wish I was a different person.
I've lied to many people.
And they are big lies.
I am a dissapointment.
:'(

I feel so lost.
I cut.
scars fill my arms.
My arms, my wrist, my tummy, my legs remember razor blades.
I hate my self.
I wish I could change and let go.
I am fat.
Ugly.
I just wish I was a different person.
I've lied to many people.
And they are big lies.
I am a dissapointment.
:'(

Edited by Nevershoutgabi, 19 June 2011 - 09:12 PM.


#2 amber_bamber

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Posted 26 July 2011 - 07:26 AM

not a disappointment...a survivor!

you do/did what you had to do to get through and still be here today!...

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Posted 14 November 2011 - 01:25 AM

(((((((((((nevershoutgabi)))))))))


I wish I had more useful advice but all I can think of is that you are not alone with the self harm and feeling the way you do. I've struggled with SI for many years and I also hate myself for doing it and feel so ashamed. I go out of my way to hide it from everyone. I have managed to go 7 months without it and the urge has never gone away. I try to cling on to some hope that my ugly scars will fade and become less visible if I stop cutting so I might be able to wear a short sleeve shirt or t-shirt in the middle of summer rather than covering up. I know it's very hard to think of anything positive about yourself when you see these scars but it does show how much you've had to fight what most so called "normal" people would not be able handle.

Edited by blue282, 14 November 2011 - 01:27 AM.