I went four days without a drink. Now here I sit. It is barely afternoon here on the East Coast of the USA and I am Buzzing. I sit here and I know what I am doing is wrong. Now I have to call my DH and ask him to please come home from work early cause I am a mess and need a distraction for my daughter(my son is old enough to know). I feel like such a zero! How can he love such a worthless lush!! I am so tired of feeling like nothing! Maybe I would be better off alone and maybe my family would be better off without me. I am tired of being a burden. I don't know what else to do.
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