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#21 PsychoticButterfly

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Posted 11 March 2009 - 09:31 PM

Ugh, had the worst binge today. ate like over ten times my usual intake... Now I feel very low. And superheavy. This sucks.

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Posted 11 March 2009 - 11:37 PM

(((((((((PB)))))))))

#23 PsychoticButterfly

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Posted 17 March 2009 - 11:18 PM

OK, another update. My t-doc just confirmed today that I do have an eating disorder...
Well, wasn't suprising but yeah.

OK, another update. My t-doc just confirmed today that I do have an eating disorder...
Well, wasn't suprising but yeah.

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Posted 18 March 2009 - 12:19 AM

How are you with that? Does hearing it out loud ease the stress a bit or make you feel worse? Or just like your doc is Captain Obvious.

#25 PsychoticButterfly

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Posted 18 March 2009 - 01:30 PM

My t-doc is captain obvious,... I don't really know, it doesn't make me feel anything.

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Posted 22 March 2009 - 04:04 PM

I hate this, my mom is forcing me to eat.
I don't want it, it feels disgusting and my tummy looks like a balloon...
They keep saying that I don't need to loose anymore weight but all I see is fat!
I don't wanna eat, but they keep making me....

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Posted 22 March 2009 - 04:18 PM

no they want you to get healthy. xxx

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Posted 22 March 2009 - 11:58 PM

I am so sorry to hear of your struggles, PB, hugs to you :?: :?: :?:

When I started having nosebleeds from bulimia, that shocked me enough into stopping. I know that doesn't help you but to let you know you are not alone and we are pulling for you.

#29 PsychoticButterfly

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Posted 26 March 2009 - 07:10 AM

no they want you to get healthy. xxx


I know, but I'm really fat and disgusting and ..ugh!
I'm not even close to underweight.
My logical side seems to have somewhat disappeared...

I am so sorry to hear of your struggles, PB, hugs to you :?: :?: :?:

When I started having nosebleeds from bulimia, that shocked me enough into stopping. I know that doesn't help you but to let you know you are not alone and we are pulling for you.


Thank you VTX...

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Posted 28 March 2009 - 12:21 PM

butterfly take a look at my belly dancing topic in the therapy section.

hugs xxx

#31 PsychoticButterfly

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Posted 30 March 2009 - 07:08 PM

Winter; I looked at your post. Sounds fun but nothin I would do(no courses nearby, no money,..)

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Posted 12 April 2009 - 09:37 PM

I'm stuck in the binging cycle:(
And I feel like shit, like everyone's laughing at me (well, some actually do).
My depression is deeper and I've selfharmed again wich hasn't happend in months.
I do hate myself, so disappointed that I once more failed.
I do wish I could be happy with myself.
But deep down I'd rather starve then be the person I am now, cause I hate myself for being like this.
Starve away all my flaws, starve the person inside-out.