I've binged! Big time!
I had an appointment with my GP this morning, but when I got back all I've done all day is sleep (today is a deflated day!)- then when I woke up I went to the shop, filled a basket full of crap...........and ate the whole lot!
I'm always going from binge to restrict but haven't binged to this extent in ages!
Oh I really want to purge and get it all out of me!
I haven't purged in months, I made a big effort to stop it when it became to hard to hide- and I was ruining my teeth so I just took my restricting to the next level. This is hell! I'm feeling quite frantic at the moment because I'm trying not to make that all too familiar journey to the toilet but its all in me now and I'm gonna be huge and fat. What have I done?!
I'm home alone too so it's just me, my big fat gut and the temptation hanging over me!
OMG! I ate it all!
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